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10-21-2009, 03:20 AM
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I never expected to click onto this Website and become so attached to something as I have this place. I dearly love each and every one of you here. I am eternally grateful to everyone. There could never be enough thanks for what all of you have done for me and the support you have given me.I will forever Love you all and hold each of you very close to my Heart.
As for Med, All I can truly say is that Med is not the same person he was when he came here. This is but another heartache I have. Things are just not well right now for me. Still I have the energy and will to fight it but so many other unseen forces hurt so dam bad I cant stop thinking about them. Why do I have these strange nightmares now instead of dreams? Why do I dwell on so many things I just don't have control over? Why do I worry about everything even the tiniest of things? Why do I question so many things and People I meet? Why the hell do I lose everything in my life that has hope and happiness? Just exactly how many questions can I handle like that? I have to tell you it is getting very hard.
I have practiced so much Prayer. Still somehow they just seem to go unheard and my life spirals even further out of my grasp. I still maintain my faith however and I know that it will all work out but I am just in such bad shape now that I hope something gives soon.
It is so undescribably hard to accept the fact that you no longer are in "control" and that becomes very scary.
One way or the other I will find that Peace I am searching for.
I Love You All and Thank You!
Med
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10-21-2009, 09:50 AM
|  | you say I can't do what,, Ha! | | Join Date: Mar 2009 Location: Somewere in Northern NewEnland, USA
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Peace, Love and Harmony,, Doesnt seem like too much to ask for does it? I wish these things for you Med, I wish hard...
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But if you try sometime you just might find,
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10-21-2009, 11:26 AM
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we love you mark!!!!!  we are all here for you brother.   keep your head up you will win this!!!! | | The Following 6 Users Say Thank You to kultivator For This Useful Post: | | 
10-21-2009, 11:32 AM
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Hang in there my friend.
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10-21-2009, 12:07 PM
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Life is a circle. It all comes around. This is just a bump in the road, not the whole road.
Have faith it will change. Life is about change. That is the only thing in life that stays constant. That things WILL change.
Peace
and keep your head high!
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10-21-2009, 12:19 PM
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Originally Posted by jangel Life is a circle. It all comes around. This is just a bump in the road, not the whole road.
Have faith it will change. Life is about change. That is the only thing in life that stays constant. That things WILL change.
Peace
and keep your head high! | i second that. good luck my friend, are prayers are with you.
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10-23-2009, 10:17 AM
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No THANK YOU MED! For just being YOURSELF! For sharing your conserns and worries with us. For Being a Brave Soul-One with compassion! Thank You Mark for sharing your journey with us, for being personal and REAL with us all! Thank you for opening up to us and trusting us with your feelings. Thank You Med for all you do! For the impact you've had on so many... For just being our Friend! I hope the though of all of us here, ROOTING YOU ON, brings you some type of Joy, or Hope. I pray this is the last of the troubles you face for a very long time! I pray you get better Mark, and keep a positive attitude. I thank You Mark for just BEING MED! Your AWSOME and an Inspiration to ALL who read your posts! THANK YOU MARK!
Happy Healings,
JointGirl
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10-23-2009, 10:24 AM
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Keep fighting the good fight Med ! Our thoughts are with you .
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10-23-2009, 12:23 PM
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Rep Power: 117 | | Med, I just wanted to "Ditto" what everyone else here has said!! Keep up the good fight and thanks for your many words here at GP!!!! | | The Following 3 Users Say Thank You to sabasi For This Useful Post: | | 
10-23-2009, 12:32 PM
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keeping you in my heart and prayers mark.........
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