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10-02-2009, 07:05 PM
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Rep Power: 0 | | Sorry Guy's I Blew It! well guys im very sorry to say that I spoke too soon. I am now very sick again unfortunately. Hopefully it will pass and it is just stress and nerves causing it. I am currently in pretty bad shape though so do me a favor and pray for me. Love and Peace, Mark
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10-02-2009, 07:07 PM
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Ah damn it~! I am sorry sweetie. I hope it passes fast, and all is well.
Peace
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10-02-2009, 07:21 PM
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Hang in there Med it is probably stress. Keep on keeping on as they say.
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10-02-2009, 07:57 PM
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Praying for you my friend,,
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10-02-2009, 08:17 PM
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Hey, don't let it worry you. Ya don't expect cancer to just leave without so much as a whimper, do ya? I'm sure the fight's not over. But, I'm also sure you've rounded the corner. You're gonna win this one. So, hang tough.
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10-03-2009, 12:35 AM
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10-03-2009, 01:56 AM
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Rep Power: 0 | | Just a wee "bump" in the road of my Life yet again. I would be lying if i said i had not created some of this problem for myself but i'm done bashing myself in the head and heart for it. It will pass and things will be okay I just know it. Thank you all for the wonderful support and words of encouragement. May God Bless You One and All, Mark
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10-03-2009, 01:58 AM
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hey medicine.
we are all with you man.
it sucks to know your not feeling well.
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10-03-2009, 02:24 AM
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10-03-2009, 04:09 AM
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dont really know you to well med, but i will keep you in my prayers man. hope all is well and dont let it get you down bro, keep your head HIGH, and hang in there man. hope you feel better and all goes good bro.
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10-03-2009, 04:44 AM
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Rep Power: 0 | | Aw come on! I need to rethink the title for this silly thread. I didnt blow it! the recovery just has bumps along the way plus I have some of my own hangups I need to get corrected. I am quick to jump to conclusions and yes usually the wrong ones. A VERY close Friend pointed this out to me recently. Hey that is exactly who i'd prefer to hear it from. A Friend. They helped me to acknowledge that and that is winning part of the battle right there. Many people including myself have seen the changes this Disease and this Tumor have made in me. I have to look at it in the mirror every single day. Thats the funny thing about Mirrors ya know? They never Lie and they always look ya right in the eyes. Admirable qualities. Well, today I can look in that mirror and see hope and gradual restoration. I am trying to only stay focused on the future and all of the wonderful things it holds but it appears that the past still haunts me from time to time. I need to work on how to handle that more calmly. I need to stop and think. I need to ask questions and understand things clearly before jumping to conclusions that are harmful. I have to be very honest with you, Lymphoma and this Tumor have really pissed me off! I just get so mad thinking about it but it is soon to be in the past. When I think of how it has changed me in so many ways it just makes me really angry to have this junk and to have to wake up every morning and try to rest with it at night. WHEN!?????? Since 2005 it's been "Mark ya might be able to squeeze 2 years more" I was Diagnosed in latter Stage three then and shoot iv'e been in Stage four now for like two years???????? Here's my new thought on that and lemme tell ya Kids ive thought about this since that afternoon in Mar 2005. If I woulda dug a grave for myself everytime they told me 1-2 years id be eatin f****** rice in China right now! This junk aint gonna be the end of me no dam way! I got plans so those problems can get lost forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for listening to my babble but I just wanted to share my thoughts. Love and God Bless, Med
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10-03-2009, 05:35 AM
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oh med.......you are right......it is just another bump in the road and it will pass......keeping you in my thoughts and prayers..........your a good guy!!!!!
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10-03-2009, 08:11 AM
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Rob? The RV repairman? If that's you, drop me a line or two, sometimes.
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10-03-2009, 08:11 AM
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Med, I remember just a few months ago they sent you home in a wheelchair and said you would need it for the remainder of your life. They said you would most likely not walk again. They said maybe a few months.... Look how far you have come buddy~! They where wrong....Just think of that bouquet and know there are rainbows in your life and the universe is leading you somewhere....
And follow that rainbow, know that the Universe lead you here and to what is in your future. It is a bump in the road, Buddy, not the whole road.
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10-03-2009, 05:41 PM
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Hang tough Med...your gonna beat this dude=)
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10-04-2009, 10:10 AM
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Originally Posted by medicinecloset iv'e been in Stage four now for like two years???????? | Ya get the impression you're maybe supposed to learn something from all this?
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10-04-2009, 05:11 PM
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How do you get you Blew it??? (chunks???)
Recovery is a roller coaster ride, You will have good days and bad until all the cancer is gone... You just need to rest and take it easy until you are fully recovered...
Don't PUSH YOURSELF yet.
But I have a few pics that might help brighten your day a little.
Just remember to EAT WELL
Take your Medicine as Directed
And Halloween is just around the corner
Peace
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10-05-2009, 02:13 PM
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My thoughts are with you man  You've beat it this long, keep it up! It's obvious a higher power has some plans for you, 4 years is an INCREDIBLE acomplishment!!
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10-05-2009, 02:19 PM
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Just to let you all know, Med is back in the hospital. Sweety I must be brief because I am on an automatic Dilaudid Pain Med so i'm far from being in the right frame of mind to email or conversate rationally. I have a very dangerous Kidney Infection right now and they are treating it with 2 different I/V Antibiotics. That is unfortunately not all. I believe rumor is MRIs now show me to be in full Lymp re-lapse. Funny I never knew I was out????????My Hemoglobin is absolutely off the charts right now so they are using Nuclear Medicine to try to correct that. I'm really scared on this one but i'm gonna hang in there. He can not talk right now, and is very weak. I will keep all posted.... Pray folks....pray. | | The Following 7 Users Say Thank You to jangel For This Useful Post: | | 
10-05-2009, 02:24 PM
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ohhhhh sad business....
never nice to hear things like that, but I'm rootin' for him... seems to be a strong person, kick that kidney infections butt!!
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