something I wrote in my bulletin on myspace
Date: May 4, 2009 4:01 PM
Subject: My Medical Marijuana confession- the truth


My Medical Marijuana confession- the truth

I wrote this to someone that had encouraged & thanked me for the pages that I created to get education and knowledge about medical marijuana out to the public

This is one of those times that if I could do my life over I would do it different, it is a true regret, I hope it reaches others before their bodies or loved ones are too disabled to take on congress and basically the whole USA for a safer more effective medicine that will help make their lives more tolerable, even possibly get them back on their feet

The Confession:
"Thank you for your comment, encouragement to continue the fight as you fight just as well for the release of a safer more effective medicine.

I wish I had learned earlier where I could have gotten the education to take it to the legislator and when I had the ability to be active at the capital. Instead, I didn't learn until I was disabled and getting sick from the pharmaceuticals, so there is more desperation and self presentation in my push to legalize medical marijuana than there is anything honorable.

Unfortunately, I didn't understand that there was such thing as chronic pain that was not being treated by pharmaceuticals and I had no ideal of the greed of the Gov, FDA, Doctors, state reps, congress, senate, president and big pharmaceutical companies to cover up the studies of a safe medicine, as well as ensuring that suffering people will never get to use it to get relief and cures from suicidal 24/7 pain and illnesses, that eats at the very souls of patients.

I am ashamed of my naivety and lack of sensitivity to those that where suffering, I had no clue.... until now :( that I've had ten years of it myself, and have seen the research, history and witnesses to the whole plant of cannabis with my own eyes and ears. In fact, I am going to bulletin this confession as well."