 Sharing my story
well, thank you..I lov to rock every chance I get...lol..thank you for the compliment..I will share with you my story and how cannabis has touched my life..I was married..almost 32 yrs...suffered from serious depression...got to the point..I became suicidal...then, attempted suicide 5 or 6 times...hospitalized 5 times in 5 years, I averaged about once a year. The last time was July of 07. I was diagnosed, rediagnosed, undiagnosed....they gave me sooo many heavy drugs..in the process, I became addicted to klonapin. Five years..I was pretty much gone and in bed 80% of the time...I couldn't complete the simplist of tasks..I accepted the fact that this was my life..and would rather not participate any longer. The last hospital..helped me realize I could have a different life. One morning, they asked if I felt ..I was in danger of hurting myself...I told them the trurth and said yes. The day went on, then..a lady I had never met..took me into a private room. She was a real straight talker..she looked at me and said...you have to leave your HOME NOW....or...the next time..I would DIE...she made me a believer like no one in my life has. I left the hospital, went home, packed 2 suitcases(best I could,as I was on lots of drugs,unstable and in a fog) and went to the airport and flew home to my family...my brother suggested I start smoking cannabis everyday and stop the drugs...it took awhile..but I did it and it WORKED..here I sit, in my own apartment, very healthy and well. I am divorcing(whew) and living my new life...I have a happy heart, LMAO EVERYDAY....and smoke my cannabis..for enjoyment now. The medicinal use is behind me....I am not sharing this for any sympathy..I dont need that..just sharing the joy I have found in myself...and in the stuff we call CANNABIS...I think you ROCK too....Denise  |