Damn sock.. You gotta turn that shit around! I know life can get pretty shitty, but you got to look at it for the long term. Everyone goes through their own rough patch in life. I went through one a few years back and now I am on the other side of it. Mine wasn't substance related, but I was still at the lowest point I have ever been in life. I lost a lot of things that meant a lot to me. All I can do is take it as a life experience.
Your head really starts to f*ck with you sometimes, and you have to start to think about the positives. I know I thought about some CRAZY stuff, that looking back is really disappointing.
There is so much more to life than what is staring you in the face.
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Originally Posted by Sock  Good on all of you Brothers...  It can be done, but it is not easy, booze is my addiction, have been to AA many times, but no luck.. Last stint I went 1.5 years w/o a drop of booze, but guess what.... I was addicted to steriods.. I blew up from 145lbs to over 200 of pure muscle, sticking myself with a needle aver 3rd day, hitting the gym every friggen day, eating like there is no tomorrow every 3 hrs., sex drive out of this world, happy as I have ever been in my life, but the wrong comment from someone would set me off and I would not back down, people were afraid of me.. I miss it, but have shrunk back down to 160, puny little 35 YO.. and drinking like there is no tomorrow..
Unfortunately, as of right now I live by a saying.. "I'm not here for a long time just here for a good time"...:( Sad
Peace,
Sock |