Of course we all have different beliefs, and I'm not knocking any one for that, at least not intentionally. It's just that we are all on a journey whether we like it or not. We are all in different places in that journey, different stages if you will. The longer you seek Him and don't let the TOILS, not the resposibilities, but Toils of this life distract you, you will find Him. If you draw close to Him, He will draw close to you. He will reveal Himself on His own terms, in a way that we as individuals can understand. We've gotta let Him do it. We cant begin to try and understand Him, because as the sky is high above the earth, so His ways are above our ways. One day we will pass away whether we like it or not, whether we are prepared or not. Fact is Fact.
Peace

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